I was waiting for this big day! Im pruod to have made it to the final 3. From 2o contestants and 2 rounds of prefinals finally its the big day we were all been waiting.
I was so excited to meet the Designers of the outfit I am going to wear. I received an IM from Damien Silverweb the owner/ designer of Serrate Clothing but our schedules have not met. I have met with Kimberly Flagon the owner/designer of KIM Designs. KIM has given me 4 lovely outfits and Damien has given me one. We suppose to wear 5 outfits on the finale interchangeably with the two other models.
I then went to a shoe store to match shoes and hair and after MIX and MATCH. I have finally settled to the looks that I want. Put it them in a folder together and then practice changing them in the runway.
Sunday August 30, 4pm SLT I was early at the venue...I walked the runway hoping not to fall. then went to the dressing room to change outfit..
5 minutes before 6pm, other contestants were not yet in..but they came..when the curtain opened we were on our pose stand...then I crashed...when I logged back in...I rezz and cant move...OMG this is the worst thing that could ever happen to me...
when I have finally rezzed...everybody was calling out my name...so I walked the runway. And after that changed to outfit number 2...clothes did not rezz on my screen..I never came out.. but Tiffo told me I looked ok so I went and walk. I fell off the stage because of the lag...on my way back..I crashed in the middle of the runway.
I relogged..changed to outfit number 3..and when I came out...OMG people shouted you're grey!!
and I said" this makes me wanna cry.." people threw me IM advising me to go into appearance or do rebake...I did all of it but to no avail.
Tex who was out there in the audience never gave up on me when I was about to give up on myself he continued cheering. Told myself I need to finish this contest no matter what.
I put on outfit number 4 and some people still see me as grey..I pity myself that I cant even show the designs of the clothes Im wearing. Im so sorry to the designers who made the clothes..I then received an IM from Damien who told me not to go out with his outfit if Im grey...so when I was on the spotlight I went back rezzed go into appearance and rebaked. Damiens outfit rezzed..people shouted " Seree Rocks!!" that boosted my morale and put my confidence back..two total strangers Richie Popstar and Conan Troll sent encouraging IMs and I cant forget that.
Deep in my heart I knew I wont win with all the things that happened..DJ Dione told me I never made the cut....Tex was furious that I was judged because of my connection but he was there to give comfort and never left my side. DJ Dione said as a model I need to fight lag and come out as one piece. I realized that was what I have been doing since the very start of the show.. I came out on stage and walked even if i dont see the runway.. I crashed several times during the show..somethings beyond my control.."who says being a model is easy?" I heard Damien said in the crowd...He is right..being a model doesnt only entail having nice look, beautiful outfits and polished skills but also having the right specs in your computer and a pretty good connection.
I admire Tiffo for offering to walk me in her computer and Hannah for such encouraging remarks. I thank Kimberly Flagon for understanding and Damien Silverweb for being patient..and of course Tex Gurbux for bringing out the best in me.
Showing you the outfits on me only if I wasnt seen as grey( smiles)....
Pic #1 is outfit # 5: Serrate Clothing Undying Torn Shirt and Vendetta Shorts with belt, Gritty Kitty Hat hair brown and B! Fashion Shoes Jeans
Pic #2 is outfit# 4: KIM design Bellaleta dress, shoes B! Fashion Zebra, hair ETD Wynn in Tawny
Pic #3 is outfit # 3: KIM design Minidress Frost, shoes B&G woman Melody in Camel, hair Gritty Kitty Gheto Brown
Pic #4 is outfit #2: KIM design Acropa Dress, shoes B! Fashion Leopard, hair RAC Raven
Pic #5 is outfit #1: KIM design bodysuit in Red, shoes B! Fashion Piccolo, hair Sunny Black
all accesories from JCNY.
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